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an emotion tht can emerge when feelings are not reciprocated or strong bonds are broken.

thts one way i define bitterness.

the way i perceive this is tht in terms of a relationship, as long as there are feelings involved and unrequited emotions, then bitterness can emerge. its funny how all you can do is be nice to a person & all they will have toward you is nothing but bitterness deep down simply because emotions got in the way. simply because they choose to think with their hearts rather than with their heads. 

im sry tht i cnt say tht im sry for not returning those feelings frm which you choose to spout bitterness frm. if youre gna do nothing but slander me with such crude remarks frm time to time & think soo negatively of me, then how can we be friends? how can i be friends with someone whose always mad at me deep down? it doesnt make any sense. weve always just been friends. nothing more than tht. ive been nothing but fucking nice to you.

i thought i did miss hanging out with you & some friends, but i realize now tht i dnt. not with tht negative attitude of yours & your bitterness toward me. how is tht supposed to make me miss you? 

so please, get off your high horse. its only dangerous for you up there.

-mariel

im not anyones backup. not anyones option. not anyones last resort. if you wna talk to me, then talk. not just cuz youre bored, not cuz you dnt have anything better to do, but because you actually wnt to. talk because you actually wnt to conversate with me. im too much of an analytical person to deal with any consistent small talk frm anyone. i enjoy having deep, random, philosophical, and interpersonal conversations. so please dnt leave me freakn hanging.

as a comm major, this is starting to get a little irritating.

talk if you wna talk, dnt if you dnt wnt to. if i bore you, thts fine. no ones forcing you.

-mariel