its a struggle trying to be soo healthy when all the food surrounding you is soo damn unhealthy. stop fucking shoving it in my face tht im gaining weight, ive been trying to lose it. trying to gym it at least 2x a week, trying to up my workouts & push myself harder, and starting to attend pcn workshops tht at least get me moving. youre the second person to tell me tht ive gained weight, and you dnt think tht i can see tht for myself? you dnt think tht i hate everytime i put sometime unhealthy in my mouth? you dnt think i can see it in my own pictures?

please stop buying junk food. & you dnt even tell me when you go grcoery shopping, so im always surprised whenever you bring home groceries frm the store. im out of the loop. im always out of the loop. and i dnt have a car or the resources to go out & buy groceries for myself. im not trying to put full blame on you, but seriously…if all we have is junk food, wht else have i got to eat? im starting to think eating nothing than eating wht we have here is the better option. 

im trying here, please try with me.

-mariel